Unable to sleep. Thinking of folk art and emotional maturity.

Still awake right not so writing to get out some of what is on my mind. Have thinking of the folk art vibe. I have this new age mermaid card I pulled a week or so ago. Have kept it out for the last week or so. It is the Music For Manifesting card. Lucky choice! I've been wanting to get my life experience, thoughts, process, emotive quality out there into the realm of music for a long while now. I realize the avenue is folk art. I do like some folk music.

I have been on an awesome industrial music listening kick in the last few years. I will be sure to mention this a few times. I have found it has helped me to keep my emotional self intact. It is an twisted electronic dark form of folk music. Music of the people.

I don't usually like country music much but found a country folk artist I like allot. Her name is Mary Gauthier. I saw her live in my local small town in canada but she is from the U.S. I first heard about her on CKUA an historical crowd funded radio station in alberta, it's been going over 75 years! I got my first dog tag at her show! Dog tags are a big part of the industrial music fashion. On it reads Mercy Now

Oh yes, there will be forgiveness of modern mankind, and it will be mercy less!! However to be forgiven is insulting when it's not in your hands, mercy goes there. In other words stupidity gets kudo'd in unexpected ways, therefore opening it to investigation.

Alright, well, it's late and the clock is ticking so just wanted to post some of the gnostic gospel of thomas I didn't post last blog.

(2) Jesus said: He who seeks, let him not cease seeking until: finds; and when he finds he will be troubled, and if he is troubled, he will be amazed, and he will reign over the All.

(3) Jesus said: If those who lead you say unto you: Behold, the Kingdom is in heaven, then the birds of the heaven will be before you. If they say unto you: It is in the sea, then the fish will be before you. But the Kingdom is within you, and it is outside of you. When you know yourselves, then shall you be known, and you shall know that you are the sons of the living Father. But if ye do not know yourselves, then you are in poverty, and you are poverty.

See the great spirit of life is inside and outside. And if one is not troubled by modern times, you may not be in a good position to be able to help change the situation for the better.