Eye contact - My killthepad entry hosted by @jamesgetsit

Hey I see you but you cant see me
you thinking what you see is just the real me
hiding in myself, hard to reveal me
if I let you in, my anxiety's saying it could kill me

I'm faded, love to stay shaded
You try to pierce my soul, I will blockade it
you gazing, try'na go places
but you cant pass this gate, its barricaded

I'm looking in your eyes but cant be persuaded
'cause i'm not really one to be invaded
if your stare gets too direct I might just sway it.
your eyes ask too many questions, unstated.

the way you look; starting to make it hard to move
I think I might just be starting to loose
myself in the loop, I try to manoeuvre
but its hard to canoe, getting drowned by the goo