Thank you for reading my story and connecting with it. I remember where I was that morning. I was in a bad place in my life and I was drinking and doing drugs. I had stayed up most of the night before and had only fallen asleep an hour before the first plane hit. I was awaken from a deep sleep and started screaming and shaking uncontrollably. I felt a massive amount of pain, fear and agony the likes of which I have not felt since I was a child. And when I finally calmed down I was unable to go back to sleep and I decided to watch television to drown out my thoughts I saw the news. I knew than why I was awaken this way.