to be awake

Hey...new here. I joined actually to submit art to a campaign AGAINST the pedophile agenda. I have been following the pedogate scenario, and am someone who is really concerned with the direction things are going in society. I have no special wisdom or knowledge ...I struggle with social anxiety, and usually express myself in art more than anything.
Awhile ago I was inspired to start a youtube channel...out of frustration. It seems like the world at large.. and to a a great extent, most of my friends, are asleep at the wheel. Hence the name, All you zombies. Anyway, struggling with social anxiety, I am having a bit of a problem making videos, but hoping to get past that eventually. Mostly I am trying to teach myself how to research, and not really sure where to start. For now, I want to support people who are speaking truth and standing for something of substance in a world that is spiraling out of control. Anyway, guess that is all. Thanks for your time.