I am so sorry you have been having a hard time of it lately. I do hope you find some peace soon. I know you will find a wonderful community here that is supportive and encouraging. With so much knowledge in the computer industry, surely you will bring some amazing content here. So looking forward to seeing what you bring to us.
Scott and I wanted to help you out by getting you some tips and tricks we learned over the past few months as new Steemians. You can view that post HERE

Also check out this Discord Server for new Steemians.