(I AM) A Psychedelic Experience Channeled Through a Heart Shaped Life Grown From Moments of Near Death

in #introduceyourself3 years ago (edited)

The Great I AM

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These Two Words are So Powerful And Have The Potential To Change Your Whole World !!

How We Define Ourselves Creates Our Vision Of Ourselves, Which Also Creates Our Experience Of Ourselves

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This Is My Introductio on Steemit Of Which I Feel So Blessed To Be Part Of <3

When i thought about how to introduce myself on steemit i thought of maybe doing a video about what i believed and talking about what i want to achieve but after trying out a few times on video i realised that i actually didn't even know what i wanted to say about myself and also what i wanted to contribute,

Until i Changed The Question To WHO AM I ?

I AM

..............I AM ALL THAT I AM ........IAM JOY.........I AM FORGIVENESS............ I AM COSMIC ............I AM PSYCHEDELIC.............IAM LOVE........IAM ONENESS........I AM PEACE........I AM...BLESSED........I AM VISIONARY.......I AM SPIRIT.........I AM NOW....... IAM SACRED.......I AM LAUGHTER...........I AM ABUNDANT............. I AM FUN ..............I AM BALANCED............I AM MAGIC...........IAM SYNCHRONICITY....... I AM KIND........I AM AWARENESS........ I AM FREE........I AM THE UNIVERSE......I AM INFINITE BLISS.....

A Psychedelic Experience Channeled Through a Heart Shaped Life Grown From Moments of Near Death

When i was 8 i was misdiagnosed with Epilepsy by a doctor who misdiagnosed over 500 children and i was given 12 tablets at a time to control my condition and they wanted to operate and remove a part of my brain( Totally Crazy, I Know)

I was then sent to a residential facility for 6 weeks, Over 3 hours away from my home and family where they filmed me sleeping and tested different drugs on me until i could barely speak and after about 6 weeks one day I WOKE UP out of the daze and realised that i was FADING!!

I realised that i had forgotten WHO I WAS and i was losing the battle against the powerful anti convulsants and decided that i had to GET OUT, i called my parents and threatened to RUN AWAY !

THANKFULLY they also had realised that all was not as it seemed and picked me up the next morning.

This was huge i was FREE, i had SURVIVED ! and i decided on that day that i would make something of myself in the world, i would never allow myself to forget my POTENTIAL.

Skip Forward a Few Years ....

I was 16 and at college, i had crafted an image of myself as a skater Grebo,(Baggy Jeans,chains and spiky hair!) I Started to organise rock and metal gigs for friends and i loved it, it was the first time in my life i FELT GOOD at anything and it felt like i could use all there energy from my painful past to push through my fears and even to this day those are some of my best moments of my life.

My first gig sold the whole venue out which was 365 people which blew my mind, i did this for a few years and had great fun and ended up working with around 10 bands and recording 2 albums which was amazing!!
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I had Always Dreamed Of Owning a VW SPLITSCREEN and with the legal compensation for the misdiagnosis i purchased my First Camper Van and went to uni and studied Film Production and started on a whole new avenue of being a FILM MAKER...

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JUMP FORWARD 10 YEARS or so and i met my fiance and this is when i first started to REALLY WAKE UP although it was more like being launched into another dimension, but then that's the journey you get when you take LSD and every other HALLUCINOGEN you can find by themselves and mixed pretty much every week for 3 years !!

Obviously i would Extensively research anything i put into my body to ensure it was safe and had the potential to blast through my constructions to offer me a glimpse into consciousness and to find a much deeper older TRUTH..

This Lead myself and my fiancee to create a series of events going through the chakras over 7 weeks in the forest and then later running all night psychedelic healing events, and then our very own 3 DAY PSYCHEDELIC HEALING FESTIVAL .. (but that's all for another post)

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JUMP FORWARD AGAIN TO NOW

I find myself wanting to communicate what i have learnt and wanting to be of service to other as much as i can, so if you have any questions, please feel free to ask,

Just This Morning i was Contemplating in the shower the concept of FREE WILL and i felt a vision and it was this :

THE OCEAN IS THE INTELLIGENT ORGANIZING LIFE FORCE OF THE UNIVERSE AND WE DO NOT CONTROL IT, IT CREATES LIFE

WE ARE A SHIP ON A WAVE BEING CARRIED WITH LOVE AND PURPOSE, HOW WE NAVIGATE THE WAVE IS OUR CHOICE

................................................................................YOU ARE INFINITE POTENTIALITY...................................................................

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MUCH PEACE,LOVE AND INFINITE BLISS

MATT

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