Just a Steemer trying to find a passion

Hey everyone. This is my first blog- as the title suggests. Anyway, I'm a 20 year old from Kenya- that's a country in Africa... lol. I'm a Computer Science student. Though I don't really know what I want in life. I wish I had a passion. Do you have a passion? I feel like passion is what makes life sweet. Having some kind of drive in life. Back when I was in high school, Had this classmate who always wanted to be a fashion designer. Everything she did she did with that in mind. I honestly kind of envied her. When I first joined high school, I wanted to be a neurosurgeon. My grades in biology sucked. So, I switched off my aspiration button and decided to do whatever course that my grade would allow me to. I don't know if being a neurosurgeon was actually my dream or something I just woke up and decided I wanted to be. I mean before that I wanted to be a geologist.
I guess you can say that I'm one of those indecisive people. Perhaps it's a good thing because my lack of passion gives me the freedom to try out new things. Right now, I'm working on making a game. It's not that it's my passion or anything, it's just that I think it will be an interesting story to tell. Plus, I feel like game development is kind of the artistic side of Computer Science. Here, you're allowed to be free to make any kind of story, any kind of pattern. So, I'm kinda just free styling it. It's quite enjoyable. I mean, I'm just fooling around. I don't know if that counts as being called a passion. What do you think?
All the same I'll keep trying.