I hope you figure out a way to get past the stigma society has conditioned into us, which scares us from living more natural lives. You are taught since birth that wild equals dangerous so that a dependence is instilled into every human. The central authority teaches that modern society is the natural evolution and through trial and error, we have and continue to perfect our living conditions. This is completely false. If you look at history , starting with the Sumerians and most certainly earlier, we have lived the same for at least the last 5000 years. The names of our gods and control structures differ, but the basics are nearly identical. The first step is look at what you have and try to widdle that down to only what you need. While doing that, try to lessen your dependence by buying and consuming less. Being mindful is the key and by starting off slow and sticking to your ideals, your independence with snowball into complete personal sovereignty. I wish you luck on your life journey my friend and you achieve your dreams.