Raped by my husbands best friend

https://www.facebook.com/koby.razon?fref=ts

After reading jesika's post: https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@jesika/i-was-raped-on-my-wedding-night
Thank you Jesika for opening the door for others to comfortably share their vulnerable stories!
I felt compelled and comfortable to finally share my story despite being extremely personal. Now I wasn't raped by my forced arranged husband, but my now ex-husbands best friend.

Some friends introduced me to someone they knew that worked in the mall. He was the classic salesman trying to make it in America. We hung out a lot for a little while. Then one day he sold my happy, go-lucky, gullible self that love was growing between us & asked me to marry him.

But weeks after we married when he had me drop him off at the airport for work. He had me get something out of his backpack when he had a bunch of condoms. His attitude that followed was the classic for a guy that didn't really care that he was sleeping around! FLAG!

Then around 2 weeks after that, I stopped by his work. He insisted that I needed to go hurry & pick up his shoes from the townhouse(best friend lived with him) before the shoe company closed for repairs. So like a good wife, I did what he said.

When I arrived at the house, his best friend greeted me & insisted I come get the shoes upstairs. Asshole told me "oh his shoes are in the bedroom." So naturally being so gullable not having any clue about what was about to happen, I went to get the shoes out of the bedroom where I thought my husband left them. Happened that they were near the bed...

He walked into the bedroom quickly once I had walked into the bedroom. Thats when he pushed me down onto the bed. I kept trying to stand up. I kept repeating "stop messing around, I have to hurry, he's waiting on me to bring his shoes." Instead of continuing to repeatedly pushing me down onto the bed or letting me leave, he pushed me face down and raped me with a disgusting smile on his face. I was yelling "no, stop!" He laughed and kept telling me, "oh you know you want it." I just kept trying to get away, pushing him, and kept saying "no, stop!"

When it was finally over I was in such shock and anger that I hurried and took off.
When i told my husband he just yelled at him over the phone and told me to stay away from him.

I couldn't believe what had just happened, or that I had ever allowed him even near my friends and family! I wouldn't admit to myself that I was raped for months! I thought after being molested as a young teen, I was strong/smart enough to at least realize the signs/flags.

Within a month I collected my things and filled for divorce. Unfortunately, I still owe my parents the money for covering for my divorce and saving me from that horrible situation. Besides, $2,600 is a small price to pay to get away.

Learn from my mistakes! Dont trust people blindly, it may just ruin you! I really dont believe being gullible is okay anymore either. Makes you vulnerable for people like him to take advantage of you!
However, after a lot of heartache, I have been able to move on from that horrible day.
Almost 6 years later, from the most vulnerable/gullible to healthy and happy!
Thank you to everyone who helped me passed those horrible days!