First of all, this is me

23 years, born to love and from there I'll die, calm but with a spark for drinks, smoker, lover of the noise that occurs when getting wet ..indie rock makes me feel balanced amid this madness beyond seein' me well dressed in black, boyfriend of a good photographer. and yeah.. I need some help. Its hard to believe that JFK and Jackie O came to visit this city once, its raining and my boyfriend dares to take a photo of me, standing there, getting wet. I was just staring at one of the largest squares in my continent, it was probably a symbol of beauty and wealth once but now its the only place in the city that makes you want to take a picture, and theres no other place to look at, since the symbols of decadence are right next to it. One of them is the citys downtown, its so grim you can only wonder if it was ever a place where you would enjoy taking a walk. The other one is right in front of it, the guards station should inspire a feeling of safety and respect but now it only makes me feel unprotected, and even fearful of our souldiers. Could you believe that the owner of the building on the background was kidnapped and found dead a couple of days later? Nowadays, its not only the rich people who get kidnapped or killed, but also people like me, teenagers, students, children, elders, humble people, hungry people, sick people, hopeless people... Yeah, it sounds grim as well, but here i am appreciating the beauty of this rain, of the sound it makes, the way it smells, the way it feels