I'm Maruchan and I want to kill myself
Hello Steemit
I'm Maruchan and I want to describe myself with simple facts:
- I'm 24 years old and I'm already tired of living
- I've quit the psychiatrist and pills but everyday I try hard to wake up because I recently found a reason to live: I want to start a new life at the other side of the world (easy, right?)
- Sometimes I want to be a child again
- I love video games but I suck
- I hate my job
- I think about suicide everyday
- I'm extremely jealous
- I like cartoons
- I have sex on the first date
- When I was a teenager my [gambling addict] father sold my things (electric guitar, computer, tv) to keep betting.
- My english sucks and you know it
Thanks for reading :) I'll be posting again soon
Bye bee
If you need someone to talk to let me know. Life is already short, which is why we need to focus on the positive side. Making new friends, sharing ideas, and being close to people should take your mind off of things. Watching funny videos on youtube can help. You can watch pranks, or funny pet videos. I am here if you would like to talk.
Hey thanks. I've already watch funny videos for money. I send videos to a bloopers show. But thank you for your words, I appreciate.
Head up Girl!! You have everything you need to be the amazing person you want to be inside of you right now, while it may not seem like it at times. We are all trying to figure life out as we go. You're beautiful, loved, and have something to find out about yourself. Keep going after it and keep your mind's eyes on all that is good in your life. Do this and you will begin to see the number of those good things start to grow. You don't have to believe me, but what can you lose by giving it a try? Welcome to Steemit!!
Thanks a lot :)
welcome on board
Hello, Maruchan, In case this has been your first Introdusemyself Post i'm here to welcome you to Steemit. I hope you have a lot of fun here and you may follow me. Have a great time @rightuppercorner
Never give up hope. Things will get better for you. Always look ahead never look back. Take baby steps instead of big ones. To change your life today.
There are things you can do. help Thy Neighbor. Do a good deed for the day
you could help out in the food bank. Or you could just volunteer
But I have a question for you? Where are you from, you're from the same place is me planet Earth
Die Hoffnung nie aufgeben. Die Dinge werden besser für dich. Schauen Sie immer wieder nach hinten. Nehmen Sie Baby Schritte statt große. Um dein Leben heute zu ändern
Es gibt Dinge, die du tun kannst. hilf deinem Nachbarn. Tut eine gute Tat für den Tag
Du könntest in der Nahrungsmittelbank helfen. Oder du könntest einfach nur freiwillig arbeiten
Aber ich habe eine Frage für dich? Woher kommst du, du bist von der gleichen Stelle, ich bin Planeten Erde
I appreciate your words. But I think we live in different worlds. A region changes everything. I live in Buenos Aires. I need new air, you know?
You might like the place where I am at. I live in Canada. You'll always be welcome in my country
Tal vez te guste el lugar donde estoy. Vivo en Canada. Siempre serás bienvenido en mi país
Wow. This is sad. I don't know if you are bluffing girl, i sincerely hope you are. If you want to talk about life, love or anything, feel free to contact me. Maybe some sexting will cheer you up? lol kidding. Please do not die.
well if that's you in the picture then focus on the positives.
you're young and beautiful and starting a new life the other side of the world is a very achievable goal.
just do it and blog about it :)
I will, thanks :)
Upvoted, keep your head up! where do you want to live, focus on your goal and you will feel better
will keep an eye out for your posts
Nice to meet you, @maruchan! Welcome to the Steemit Community, wish you good luck and a good start, ive send you a small tip and followed you, hope you have an amazing day! :)