Any inteligent person could see your effort to get healthy, positive and wise in this situation, no matter the pain. If they dont understand it, is not worth to think and get anger with them. Im sure many more people support your effort and are sending you good thoughts and blessings. All the best for you!!! <3
Thank you for your kind words @leveuf
I am trying to be positive-minded all my life because it helps me but sometimes things like this affecs me and my emotions so I just want to clear it for the community.