I've got great news for you then, because I'm scared of heights too haha...but when you're leaving the plane and in the air, it feels like pure freedom. And I always feel really safe with my parachute too. I hope you get to go soon, and then let me know what you think! I've been doing it two years now, but only when I'm not traveling and it's warm, so I have a little over 30 jumps to my name. So much fun, I promise.