Welcome, very nice intro of yourself By the way, since you are in personal development and meditation, I can suggest you a super TOP inspirational source in the field: Leo Gura, from Actualised.ORG, he changes the lives of many through the videos he posts, one video per week, amazing. He speaks on meditation, enlightenment, contemplation, life purpose and many cool stuff.
Thank you, i will look him up:-)
Found him on youtube. will listen to his videos:-)