haha i have a bunch of relatives in Australia, i have booked tickets to Beijing for 2018 ( if you got any tips i will gladly listen) and i wanna visit India too! so anyway welcome to steemit, i am pretty sure you gonna notice really fast that this community is very different than the other famous ones ( fb,insta,etc etc) and the key here is that people is polite,helpful and cares for the others. If you are confused about something dont afraid to ask everyone will answer you i can pretty much say it with 100% confidence.

finally if you have any issues with your life as you said you must first search deeply inside you to find the answers but if you feel the need to talk to someone else don't be afraid
Just do it