I symphathize with you my brother, by being enlighted everything change. I also experience it with my exwife.
Its admirable that you gather all that lessons from life and attached to your technological knowledge to create something better in this world.
At the end the power would be in the hands of the smart, organize people who wants to contribute to help others. I am pretty sure that you already left your mark in this world, and i hope you continue to do it for long time.

Regards,