Introduce yourself

"Introduce yourself".

Sounds easy. I could just state my name, where I come from, what do I do for a living, what's my passion.
Well, I'll skip the first part and just start with a "passion". Not just a hobby. Passion.

Because, I think, it is one of the rare things that really matter in this life. Passion. For something. Kinda gives meaning to all this.

But, then again, it makes me stop. What is my passion? Can't really say. One day it's motion graphics, other day it's crypto/blockchain movement, it used to be photography (and it still is, in a way), then it's electronics, art, politics, music, playing guitar, singing, the mystery of our brain, learning, consciousness ... but, I guess, what it all comes down to, the only passion which is constantly here, ever since I was a teenager just stepping into this life, I guess it was always - writing and quest for freedom.

Which is closely connected to consciousness. Discovering the secrets of consciousness through writing. Trying to figure out this whole thing we call - life. Happiness, suffering, hoping, striving, achieving, failing ... Sometimes my mind is so full of thoughts that I don't have much choice but to shape my thoughts and emotions into words and put them out on a blank paper. Screen. Filling up the white space with it. Trying to make some sense of it all.

On the other hand, I was never too good at writing. I was never too good at anything for that matter. I was good enough, on the other hand, in almost everything. Just like the most of us. Most of us are not "awesome" at anything in particular. There is just a handful of geniuses out there. But, most of us are good enough in at least few things, good enough to make it through this life, in this time and space. And if you're good enough to feel happiness - you scored.

Expectations?
I really don't have any. I made my first step on this road and we'll see where will it take me. Maybe I will just drop the whole idea tomorrow and spend that time in different way. I don't know. Remains to be seen.

So, I guess that's all for the introductory post. Let's see what time will bring. Cosmic lottery of everything. "The die is cast."
Again.