My story

Hello! My name is Elena. In the past, I - a successful businesswoman who lost everything because of the betrayal of those closest to you.
And I'm not talking about real estate, cars, money.
I lost faith in people, in the future, in me ...

In my soul I felt aching pain, which then developed into an absolute indifference to life. Due to nervous exhaustion, panic attacks appeared.
From an attractive optimist woman, I turned into an indifferent vegetable, who was afraid to leave the apartment.
In one day I could not stand it. Decided that this can not continue. It was necessary to put a point.
Having typed in a hot water bath, I climbed into bathrobe. There was a razor in my hands, which slid over my skin ... It abruptly sobered me.
"I'm not a wimp !!! I can handle !!! Who are you to undermine my faith in myself? Only the closest people who stuck a knife in my back ..."
Looking at the trickle of blood, I got out of the already cold bath and looked at myself in the mirror. "What have they done to you, to whom have you become?" I was really ashamed ... I'm ashamed of myself.
Now it's been more than half a year since this story. I learned to cope with my panic attacks, figured out in myself, in the people around me, I bring the financial affairs in order. Here I am, because I want to share my own experience, which, someone should help.

In the next post I'll tell you about an algorithm that helps to cope with panic attacks.

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