What's this all about?

I wake up very early and sleep too late for me to live healthy, my doctor blasted me during my last checkup. Then I thought to myself if I don't keep up that routine how would I even afford a doctor like him.
What's all the stress in life for?
From the part of the world I grew up in, you don't get to eat meat till you can afford it on your own and then the doctors stop you from enjoying the meat when you are just starting to afford it. And so the circle goes from generation to generation.

What's all this about?
At a young age, you envy people that have because you couldn't afford to buy what they had and now that you can you aren't free to spend because the money ain't yours anymore, the kids are there to use it all up.
What's life and what's enjoyment? These are two questions I haven't being able to answer yet.
You study so hard to gain admission and then strive to pass through college and then scale through and find it difficult to gain employment.
What's life all about is all I can sigh when I imagine all these back and forth.
All these are prayz' thoughts.!!!!