RE: A Conversation with Your Limitless Self
Great clarity! You're totally right about my body being less relevant to me. It's kind of a second class citizen around here, lol.
I'd never heard of ayahuasca ceremonies, but I lit up upon reading them! We'll have to talk about those sometime in the future.
I guess my perspective on why I am here is that I'm here to launch desires. Earth is just the setting. It has a base vibration that offers a jumping off point. If I'm inspired to focus more earthly, I do. But desires themselves are vibrational based, and fresh vibration is non-physical.
I could probably use some better blending between physical and non-physical. But the way I look at things is always, "once I breakthrough non-physically, I'll have a huge edge in the physical." So I don't even bother with a lot of physical things because they would seem too hard right now relative to the amount of effort I want to put forth.
I will say that my viewpoints on all of this are still a little off. I love my body, and I love being on Earth, and I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. I think I just get excited by ideas sometimes, and those ideas are so powerful that nothing else seems to matter. I'm sure we'll both keep evolving as we go along, though!
So I've always been inspired by numerology. Not sure why but there's something about numbers that help me to define and make sense of the immaterial, unseen, and abstract.
You are a "9" in terms of numerology and I am a "1".
9 stands for wisdom. It has experienced all the numbers that have come before it so it KNOWS its options already (reminds me of your chat with dashta about choices). It knows it can be anything and it knows that not being anything is just as great!
1 stands for identity. It seeks to know itself. It's seeking to be able to define itself in relationship to where it exists. It desires identity because it comes from a place of non-identity.
Whether or not that concept resonates or not, it's interesting to me! I always enjoy the perspective you bring because it helps me tremendously! ;-)
I've low-key gotten into numerology as well. The other day my reddit karma was 111|8880 and I took a picture of it and sent it to susanne (we always send each other triplicate numbers). Then that night I saw 11:11, and the next morning I saw 8:08 when my battery was at 88%. In my understanding, 1s stand for new beginnings and 8s stand for abundance. And it was a pretty clear signal that I was in the beginning stages of a great wave of abundance!
I really appreciate the perspective you bring too!