Q: Should I want to have my first IRL kill with AG Barr? serious question

I feel like an hypocrite, I say, kill kill kill... and rightly so. I think for example to all the enemies of PRC, those worthless childrapists seeking to expand their dominions and the many wars I supported.

But the question here is personal. I am thinking about it, if I had the opportunity to lawfully kill AG Barr should I take the shot?

I am thinking of the context, I mean, with a serious weapon assistant, level flynn for example, and the entire Barr family, daughter(s) (son(s)) wife, lined up, tied on their back, blind folded, and me, with an AR15 (bring the original and the latest), I say, AR for lightness, power, accuracy and low recoil...

Then, the question, maybe a few shots inside the body of Barr, just to get the feel of the weapon and the feel of the body splash, not lethal (at least not intentional), so that I can remove the blind fold next, and his mouth shutter, same for his wife and offsprings, then... when they see him injured, I can finally start to take the 2 others shot, headshot, both wife and daughter, so to hurt him, then head shot to him.

I think it's a good protocol, would be nice to have a weapon choice, like I said the AR classic and the latest version.

However, I am not sure that's a good idea, hoo, I don't mean killing Barr, that's a todo, nope if I should, and that's the hypocrite part.... as someone will need to do it. On the other hand I would understand those who say, yea, let us do it, we are "used" to it. On the other hand I will understand too, when they say, yea, you have to...

So this is the dilema. I am asking for advice on the matter... better not and be an hypocrite weakling unable to be a man, or do it and maybe having to live with it the rest of my life, in the sense that maybe I will not be happy about it, however it's equally possible that I will very proud of my self and not regret it at all !

But I agree, it's still very theoretical... As I don't have the legal backing, nor the kill sight (line of death), nor Barr tied family tied and up and ready for execution, but it's better to think about it, in all events, before the opportunity arise...

and it will...