Sometimes we face such problems in our lives, then we feel the most helpless. Especially when something happens to our loved ones or we cannot find our loved ones in danger. I understand that Allah Almighty manages my life in a slightly different way. But sometimes I feel very helpless, I think why is my life like this. One danger comes after another. Later, I feel that maybe Allah Almighty is testing me, I should be patient. I trust in the Almighty and start walking with patience again. In fact, we all should move forward towards the goal of life with patience at all stages of life, in all situations.

Every moment in my life, as soon as one problem goes away, a new problem starts. Even though I was disappointed for some time, I was able to adapt to it later. For the last three months, I was having several problems with my family regarding my marriage, but before that problem ended, a new problem came up again on the night of the 23rd. Which really scared me. As usual, I was sitting reading after finishing my meal, my wife suddenly said after talking to her mother, I don't feel well, I slept. I also said okay, sleep. Then when I went to sleep around 12 o'clock at night, my wife suddenly said that she doesn't feel well, she feels suffocated. She will sleep on the floor. From then on, she started feeling more like this, at first I thought, maybe her blood pressure is low or high or she has a gastric problem. For this, I gave her a gastric tablet and put oil and water on her head. I live with my wife in Ghazipur. In a sublet house.

Time passed, the night got late, but her body was not feeling well. My fear increased. Slowly my wife stopped talking. Then she called the brother of the house where I live. But everyone was sleeping all night, she didn't pick up the call. Later I went and called her directly. Then that sister and brother came to my room. Then the sister checked the blood pressure and it was fine, but her body was not feeling well. Later the sister said to take her to the hospital. But how will I take her alone at this time of night, and where will I get a car? Later, my brother from home searched a lot and called an autorickshaw he knew and went to the hospital with me. Around 2 am, we took her to a government medical center in Ghazipur. They asked to admit her after seeing her initial condition and gave her oxygen.

They admitted us and sent us to the women's ward of the medicine department. There, they took her to a bed in the emergency ward, gave her saline through a cannula in her hand and an oxygen mask on her face. When she was admitted and went to bed, it was 3 am. Then the brother from home came, I was alone in the hospital with my wife at night. After about 2 hours of oxygen and saline, she felt a little better. The saline was given all night, towards the end of the night, my wife slept a little. But I was awake next to her. How helpless and scared I felt in that situation, it is probably impossible to explain to anyone. On the one hand, the person himself knows how much pain it is when something happens to a loved one, on the other hand, he felt alone. However, my brother and sister at home are helping a lot, Allah Ta'ala helps me to get to the hospital through them. My wife was saying since she left at night that she would not stay in the hospital, I insisted on staying the night, when she felt a little better in the morning, she would not stay, later, seeing no other way, we went home with a release from the hospital.

She came home, took medicine and slept a little. Meanwhile, I was in a state of tension and sleeplessness after not sleeping all night. But what to do, I had my university class again at 8:30 in the morning. I came home, cooked myself and went to class again in my sleepy eyes. That day taught me a big lesson in my life. That night was an exam night for me. Alhamdulillah, my wife is now very healthy. Later, after many things, I found out that it was due to panic attacks. Basically, it happens due to excessive tension and depression. I feel suffocated, I think I will die but I don't. After a certain time, it gets better. This happened to my wife a few times at home before her marriage, and it was fixed after taking her to the hospital.

But Alhamdulillah everything is fine now. That's why we should all always walk with patience in all situations of life. Everyone please pray for me,. Stay well and healthy. See you again with my new post.