My Brain in Search of a Good Conspiracy Theory (IFC Finals - Second Round)

This is my sleep deprived brain rambling on about conspiracy theories while it can't think straight. 😂

Before you judge me, this is an entry to the Information Finding Championship Finals, second round where the current topic is about Conspiracy Theories. This means, we the contestants can freely talk about any conspiracy theory we can think of. And come on admit it, we all have our own conspiracy theories.

Oh but there are so many. We can even invent one right now. I bet Apolymask, the IFC creator is receiving alien messages while he sleeps and that he has come to join Steemit to gather all the ones who are highly sensitive of sorts to make us do stuff like this. 😂 Makes people more confused about all things mumbo jumbo. Or maybe we are all to bring about enlightenment to everyone who reads our posts. We humans are just pawns to whoever whatever ultimate overlord controlling everyone in power. 😱😱😱

Spooky theory eh?

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Eherm... On to our topic. I present to you, my rambling brain... thoughts? Whatever.

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I'm sure you've all heard/read about The Secret and that we can get all the good things we want and such. But if that's the case, whatever happened to if it's meant to be it's meant to be? And not everything is meant for us?

We are all captains of our souls and masters of our ships/fate but why does it feel like we have no control over anything? If we follow, The Secret and do all the manifesting, isn't it supposed to be like Ask and you shall Receive? But then again, those who strive for what they want sometimes never get it at all because they want it too much. When they don't want it anymore that's when it arrives! What. I don't even understand why what I'm saying happens. Hahaha.

It's all a confusing mix of mumbo jumbo that it's hard to be human.

Think about it. If we could all get what each of us wanted, wouldn't that be in conflict with someone else's wishes? Like if somebody wanted to marry a movie star but the movie star does not like him/her and wants someone else. I mean if each of the fans' wishes comes true too and get the movie star then they will all be in a weird relationship. Come on. 😅 (Harem/reverse harem anyone? 😂)

When you want something so bad, that thing doesn't come to you. But it can also happen that when you want it so bad you get it especially when you work hard for it. [Sometimes my brain is like, "I don't understand why. Omfg. WHY?"]

_{Thinking about these things without sleep makes my sleepy brain foggy. Do you know, there's even a secret to The Secret?}

I've experienced both and if i think more on it, I did say most of the time I get what I ask for. _{(I wrote a post abt it some months ago)} If not immediately, it happens later when I don't want it anymore. Or when I get it when I want it, it's not something I really like. Or I get it because I believe I will get it. But of course I don't get everything I ask for too. You know like the plane ticket I wrote about. [Lesson: There's no such thing as wishful thinking only. You have to put in the work too. Always.]

Maybe I should be more thankful. How to be a grateful person. Everyday in my Ulog posts I should include 5 things I am grateful for. Hah.

Change of mindset leads to a better life. Oh, sounds like a conspiracy.

_{Wth I cannot think of any conspiracy at the moment. My conspiracy bug has not bitten me yet. Why? Where? When? What? ?!?!?}

I got no conspiracy...

The conspiracy of all conspiracy theories is this: We are just an experiment. This world is all fake. We are just mere ants and something that can be wiped out by anyone/anything soon.

Who are we kidding? Omg why do conspiracy theories all have to be so negative? I have never encountered a conspiracy theory that's positive.

Is believing in miracles a conspiracy theory?

Oh wait... I have a conspiracy theory.

The duwende (dwarfs), manananggal/tiktik (help translate), tikbalang (and this too), sirena (mermaid) and all other supernatural creatures are ... Lost souls? Negative spirits? From a different vibration? Then are we all living in a world of different frequencies but never encounter each other unless a strong energy disrupts the vibration somewhere? _{But you know, they can see us but we cannot see them.}

Doesn't this sound all comics/fantasy/sci-fi to you?

Because the proper conspiracy theory bug has not bitten me yet, my sleep deprived brain has been firing off whatever stuff trying to find a good conspiracy theory. There are many! Too many.

One thing I can say is, there's not one that is positive. [Yeah keep repeating it. Lol.] It all gives me a feeling of uncertainty and maybe a bit of dread. Nothing ever gives me a feeling of calmness or positivity. Only God can do that. [Only the belief in a higher power which can control everything puts us at ease.]

If God is an alien or a supernatural being, or someone from a higher dimension, wtf are we human for? If we are all supposed to get enlightened every incarnation (life and death cycle), and our eternal goal is our salvation and going to heaven, why tf is there even evil at all?

If God created man and found man to be good and there was a serpent. Ohsht wait maybe our entire lives is one big lie. We've been told old tales from people who are technologically challenged.

Or maybe I've been watching too many Ancient Aliens. Hah. That show in itself is a big conspiracy theory. They always ask, "What if?" every episode. It's all a supposition because we don't know anything.

Our human minds cannot comprehend complex unearthly things. And when we use our minds to look at the unknown we always come up with stories that are maybe far from the truth.

People say, God is everywhere. To me it just means His essence is in everything and nothing. God is the totality of all that is and all that is not. Yeah okay it is indeed the only way to explain it. The human mind and concept is limited to words.

Maybe we can say, God is energy. If that is the case, we can harness energy from everywhere, right? Everything is made up of energy. People are made up of energy. Why are we separate from this sea of energy then?

I somehow do not have a solid grasp on any conspiracy theory. They all get mixed in together with everything else.

Maybe let's not talk about this anymore because it might lead us to a path we're not ready to accept yet. I mean, we're all going to die right? We all have to make sure we do good so we all go to heaven, right? But what if heaven is just going back to the same energy source? Like Final Fantasy movies/games. Haha.

This is why I love fantasy and sci-fi stuff. They all seem to be far fetched but somehow I think they all have a grain of truth somewhere.

So okay, let's try and make sense of all that my brain spewed out.

• The Secret, Manifestation and shizz
• Ask and You Shall Receive
• Enlightenment
• The World Has various vibrations/dimensions and creatures in each one
• Gods are aliens
• We are all energy, and God is the mother/father /source/conglomeration of all that is, was, and whatever. It just is.

Ohsht. What have I been reading since childhood, in all my years of being alive? Where do these things come from and why do people write such things? And why do I keep reading them from time to time?

Because we can? Because we have a wild imagination? Coincidence? Serendipity? Because we are creative people? Where does creativity and ideas come from? Is it whispered by the gods? How are we even able to come up with ideas? Why are we so smart? Where does inspiration come from? 😅

Out of all that my brain came up with, the only thing I can believe in is that yes, God is a form of all-encompassing energy. It is not even probably a god god. It just is. Now what do we do with it and why should we do anything with it is the next question.

Make the world a better place? Who made it bad anyway? The devil? And what is the devil? If God is supposedly energy, then maybe the devil is the void and the absence of anything. So yeah that can be hell. You become nothing. Mkay. So what of the gnashing of the teeth and suffering?

Aren't you just loving how conspiracy theories can go on and on? Everything can be connected to something.

I think I'm done with this topic.

I've said enough. 😂😂😂 Time to sleep. 😴😴😴

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_{It's raining cats and dogs, what a perfect way to end my day. Some lovely nature rain sound to fall asleep to. 😊}

XOXO,
@artgirl

Edit: P.S. I would have written abt HAARP but someone already wrote something related to weather. And the HAARP conspiracy on typhoon Haiyan/Philippines makes me really angry it might be another rant post if I do write one so nevermind.

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