Hey this is awesome! I appreciate your transparency and honesty! Many of us who garden have experienced failure- in fact, it’s a given in gardening as there is so much we can’t control! Last year 4 out of 40 of our squash survived (squash beetles), and it takes time to get the soil built up to where it really produces. So give your garden and yourself some time! It definitely takes years to build soil so a long term approach is the best one ;) look forward to your journey~~~ take it easy !
I completely agree when you say that there’s only so much you can control.
It’s taken out of the context of the original post, but I still want to share this quote from my post about my 2018 garden plans
There’s so much going on in the garden that you can not forsee, that’s one of the things I like about it. Failure is part of the deal - there’s no way around that...
So is that your alt-acct? Is one more geared to gardening and the other to crypto?
Actually, that one is my old account (@mike314-0005). The username was too hard to remember and too easy to misspell, so I transferred to a new account