I totally feel you. I did home school with my daughter for 2 years, and socialization was probably my biggest issue. Much like you, I felt that the groups weren't my thing, and I had a hard time connecting with other moms in my area. Granted, I live in a rural area and there weren't many groups anyway, but I just felt isolated. My daughter actually chose to go back to school because she wanted to make more friends. While it's good for her socially, public school does create a different set of challenges. Thank you for sharing, and I look forward to reading more of your posts! :)