@venuspcs great poem man. Have you by chance read "The Man Who Quit Money" by Mark Sundeen? I feel like you'd probably especially get something out of it atm.

https://www.amazon.com/Man-Who-Quit-Money/dp/1594485690

Best of luck! And congrats on some level for getting outside of the rat race of man to some extent whether or not it was by choice or accident.

I leave you with these two videos as food for thought for your upcoming days: