Bedtime blog winding down holiday time. Thought process be free

Had a great time with the fam, now it seems as if I may travel again. Had plenty on my mind, now its getting late. Well I noticed allot of christmas synchronicity in various t.v. shows and it was at random sometimes - as in - not an xmas special. Watched Trumbo movie. Was good mom saw it cause she was paranoid of communists back in the day. Good show I must say!

So the travel bit is may travel 10 hours to visit my soulmates grandma. I'm scared of the roads from winter conditions and scared to spend money travelling when we are living on the edge. Although she is 80 and lost some weight so best to visit while she is still living on her own and all that. I don't like travelling in winter or driving long period. It stresses me out some.

If I do travel I will bring a mobile music kit. As well as work on art works. I watched more of Black Mirror.There was one I could relate to sort of. This lady wakes up all drugged out and killers are after her and all these people in the town run around filming it all on cell phones. I know that state where you are freaked out and need help but no one knows how to help you and then just gossip. I used to throw fits and create a spectacle. You become the centre of attention but in a freaked out state where you don't want to be entertainment but want help. Reminds me of my moms episodes where she thought hidden cameras were around and she was being spy'd on. This Black Mirror show talks about technological implants. It's part of industrial music lore as well.

I'm on it. I'm against eugenics and transhumanism. That's why I like the dystopian edge of black mirror show. But yea it's really corny. But so is the reality to be gollied by gizmos. Not many talk about the effects of technologies on the human creature. There are many cultural and social effects of new technology. It's something I will delve into more. I read quite a bit of Marshall McLuhan. He is onto the technological impacts on human society.

Another synchronicity on the tele is Dr. Strangelove references. I will keep my antennae open and my feelers out there

Alright well may go on this trip soon. Still have a day to decide so.See ya all on the flip side