My diary game of the 20 /2 /2022 | I'M THE WHOLE WRONG

Good to see all friends,
Peace be with you always.
In this post I want to write a story in my daily activities today, well actually since this afternoon my heart feels restless with the many burdens I currently face especially my wife who is sick right now makes my heart more uncertain, but I feel so everything is wrong right now but I have to give up also with various feelings at this time

With a heart full of restlessness, but I always strengthen this heart to be patient in this life, now my wife is not at home and alone I have to carry out activities at home without children who are sometimes cheerful with me

Tonight, I'm alone for breakfast, food is not available, and I have to buy fried noodles to stay hungry, and this is what I have to do alone at home

This night full of solitude, remembering my children who are far away and not with me tonight, I feel very sad, and I feel my heart breaking even though at this time I can only look at their photos on the walls of the house,

It's sad and I feel completely wrong with the condition and circumstances of my little family and sometimes I have to swallow this bitter taste myself

Even though this is a trial, but I must be able to hope to always be fine, because I am very patient and have long been patient with everything I face in this life, but how should I live and hope for the happiness of this life.

Only in God I hope this hope so that my family is fine and far from problems and badness later, even though I have to be the one in pain but let everything be fine

I walk to my room, and usually I see the little one sleeping soundly on the bed, but right now it looks empty without them, how my heart feels torn by this situation, and I feel everything in a state that I can't live anymore there are only feelings and cries that maybe I'll keep it if I remember this fate being alone without them

thank you for everything, and thank you for friends who have stopped by in my post, good luck always for you all. amen

BEST REGARDS
@ustazkarim