"ALONG THE WAY OF LIFE" DEALING WITH RIDICULE IN DIFFICULT SITUATION || 11/7/2024

Greetings to all my steemit family welcome to my blog.
In today's world people deal with so many ups and down.
I appreciate @chants for this challenge this will help me air out how i dealt with ridicule that nearly drive me to depression.
Lesson i learnt from my experience
what help me deal with it.

MY EXPERIENCE AS A TTC MUM

I was happily married few months into my marriage i became pregnant. But sadly i lost my first pregnancy my then i was already a year in my marriage it was not easy accepting my loss but then life happens.

After some months i began trying to conceive again it was a difficult situation because i could not conceive as soon as i expected.
Close friends started teasing me of when i was going to get pregnant. To them it was fun but they had no idea of the challenges i was facing.
It got to a point were i was ridicule of not being able to conceive as a young woman that i am some never said ot to my face but their body language said it all.
I live in an environment that expects a lady who just got married to take in immediately to prove you are fruitful and if this doesn't happen you will be tag all kind of names that you won't like the environment will be so toxic to a point you might get depressed no matter how mush you try to be strong.

my world became a cloudy sky

Just like this picture my beautiful smile became cloudy. Just as a dark cloud covers a beautiful blue sky when its about to rain.
I was a difficult situation but i kept my hopes high.
I love children so mush my dreams was to have them at the right time but that short period of wait was like forever because it seems it was never going to come. Days turn into weeks. Weeks turn into months. Months turn into a year.
But i thank God for my loving husband who never allowed me go through that situation alone he was always there to make me happy. We went to hospital we did series of test all the results came out fine.
I was left for God and fate to decide.

I started avoiding places were they are new mothers so as not to be ridiculous because i got that as a daily dose and i would not want to deal with the trauma that comes with it.
Thankfully am now a mum of a beautiful daughter though it was not a pleasant journey my hopes never weeders

My lesson here is that one could be a reason why another person is fighting depression.
One could also be a reason why someone came out of a situation stronger.
to all the TTC mum keep your hope strong because just as the cloudy sky return to a beautiful blue sky after the storm. A time will come when your worries will be erased.