Contest: Write a letter to a friend

Hello my dear Steemians,
Today I wanted to write for this contest that is running by @inspiracion, here is the link if you are also interested:
https://steemit.com/hive-193637/@inspiracion/concurso-escribe-una-carta-a-un-amigo
Today I wanted to share my letter in style of "fiction story", which is based on my real event and my real friend who I lost some time ago and decided to dedicate this letter to her.
Hello Sophia, hello my dear friend,
It is a while that I did not have a chance to speak to you and that I even did not try it. Every time I tried to do everything to make me busy and distract myself and you know, it really worked. There were some days when I was completely immersed into my work and I had no other thoughts. I was almost like a machine that had its own program to accomplish the jobs and I managed to do so in time. I am very happy and satisfied with that as well as my boss. As a little reward he has given me a week off so that I can relax. He is very good chef and understands very well how much time and effort I put into my task and it was done with such great result, but he does not know my secret and that is just to escape in the world of numbers and symbols to search for the answer that I can find and the same time to find a rest for my emotions in this endless world of mathematics and programming, the world of 1’s and 0’s.
But now after having couple of days of proper rest, my mind is free of my job and it is time to face the reality and have a chat with you.
Well, where to star? Maybe there, when you were a first person who met me at my work and became my best guide and helper. Only with your help I managed to overcome the stress of first days and integrate myself into our team. I remember how much time we spend together and that you were like my sister.
Nevertheless, every time when I recall you I also recall the day when our boss announced that you and your friend had a car crash while on the way to weekend at the sea. It is a strange feeling but I struggle to accept that, I was not able to think about you and I refused to understand that you were not there. The world can not exist without such person like you, you gave me power and showed me my strength, I wanted to be like you and I continued your work. Do you want to know why? Because doing so I want you and your thoughts, your ideas to live, at least for me because I knew you and I knew what you wanted. Today it is the time to tell you that you are born again in the research work that you started and I completed. The work that brought us together and will keep us together for the future generation. I am glad that I am able to tell that and also I am sorry to tell that this is my last letter to you my friend. We may see us one day and who knows we might have nice time with coke and pizza like in the past but in heaven.
As always, your friend,
M.
I am inviting following users for contest: @rumanaafroz, @sana-khan01, @iqrabatool34

Thank you very much for inviting. Keep up the good work . I support you sister.
Thank you and I am glad to have you here :)
Welcome my dear sister.
Hermosa carta amigo, y aunque tu amiga ya no está para leerla en vida 😔 se que al escribirla fue como un desahogo para ti.
Thank you Raquel, I can feel that you understand what I wanted to reflect and I am pleased that I was able to do so, it is a weird situation and weird feeling but it needed to be said and I am grateful that your read it.
Thank you forreading and supporting my post.
The lost of a friend/relative/pet is never actually healed. People only get used to it.