It's good that in a proper way you don't face any farewell in your life and you don't need to say goodbye to your family members as well as to your relatives for anything but still if I talk about story that you have explained then I can understand that how much attachment you have with your mother as well as one thing I want to say that sometimes when we are closed to our loved ones then we don't feel that level of attachment and once we have to say goodbye to our family members or friends then we realise the love that we have in our hearts for them I wish you good luck