It is really very scary when you don't see your child even for 10 minutes. You feel like you are going to die. You wonder where to find him in such a big world. I am trying to understand how much pain you must have been going through at that time. Because I am also a mother and when my children are late by even 10 to 15 minutes in coming home, I feel very sad. I keep my eyes fixed on the door so that I can see my child soon. Your journey was very sad but the end was very happy that you found your child very soon.