Hi @petrarodriguez, it was nice to read your post and your thoughts. I believe in general we all have some of both black and white, we might be more grey. We can not be always too pessimistic but there are some situation when we have to be optimistic even for our loved one, for our children.

We know often the situation is hard and there is no way out but often other weaker people look at us as an example with hope that is why we do not want to destroy their hope and show ourselves strong.

I think despite of everything you are positive and kind personality. I am wishing you good luck with challenge!