You have shared a lot of things with me and instead of your fear, I am also very afraid of spiders and as you said you are also very afraid of natural calamities like blind earthquake, all these things are very scary in return. And you're so afraid to see the palm trees swaying outside, you live in front of the river and you're afraid and I pray that you stop giving it all away and you live without fear. I pray to Allah that you will always be safe and so will I