Oh, yes, I had plenty of those moments from childhood on. If you ask me I mainly survived and nothing else. I also found out that I am way stronger if there are hardships, no time to think, overthink if you are put at work.
I must say today (the benefit of getting older) I rarely have those feelings of hopelessness. The reason? I have nothing to lose and by far no longer care about what I cared and fought for so long.
A great Friday to you, I like the photo's I can see (we all struggle with the photo issues).