I know that expression "born old" too well myself! My mother has said that to me all my life, but not only her but so many others. I can totally relate to that. I was never into the "cool party life" of Ibiza and I then made other friends who felt like me. I was lucky to come across this quirky group of friends who gathered to read philosophy and psychology books. I was still in high school and couldn´t wait to leave that "society" .... I just keep doing what feels right to me and not what society requires necessarily, specially during these confusing corona times!