Dear sister, the phase of life you're going through, I can sincerely offer prayers for you. May Allah make things easier for you, (Aameen)

Honestly, if we look at the state of the world right now, it's enough to drive us mad. If we start watching the news daily, it'll make us mentally ill. Perhaps we're already suffering from it to some extent.

When we look around, all we see is sorrow and grief. That's why that old song comes to my mind (English translation) 'There's so much sorrow in the world, my sorrow is so little. When I see others' grief, I forget my own'."