There is no freedom on earth. We are always occupied with one thing or the other. It is best to be occupied with reasonable things than with things that are not reasonable. All that you have gone through are reasonable and these are what gives joy and bring fulfilment to a man. I am glad you are embracing them squarely. And the baby gorilla has given you another job and I can see that you are good at it. Weldone and thank you for this detailed description of who you are. I now know better