Something very similar happens at home. We used to sing as a family very often. My husband is a musician and I am a singer, my children, even the twins (with autism) have a lot of musical talent. However, with all the economic situation in my country, the growth and distance of the children, the tiredness of daily life have plunged us into a kind of musical lethargy. Fortunately I write and there are other things that can silence the silence in my head :))
Hopefully there will be changes, the necessary ones. My best wishes!