Hi @azfix although I have lots of hope in my heart and mind that great things can happen in the future, I often would think that due to the complication and gravity of my physical condition makes me realize that not all that I want to happen can be possible considering that there is also a time pressure as well because time also consumes me.

It is like trying to make my broken engine reach a distant place, it can only last much until it would seize eventually. However I had chosen to press on with my goals rather than to quit because it is the only way to reach my dreams and it will not be a reality if I will not be working on it.

Yes some people also looks at me as an inspiration in many ways more than one which I am happy about although not all people sees me as such because people are different.

Blogging through writing had been a part of me, it is quite a good therapy for my mental health plus the fact that I get incentivized does makes me happy because it gives me a sense of fulfillment and self-worth. That is why I feel lucky because not all dialysis patients in particular have achieved a level of success in this kind of niche that I am involved into with a chance of getting big too in the future and that is a great reason to thank God for.

Thank you for your visit, I do appreciate your concern about me until now. God bless you always.