Source by @seo-boss

Depression

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The head goes its own way.
and everything seems trapped in the shadow realm.
People have become so sad.
Life has lost the courage
and tribulation is in the brightest sunshine.
Oh, joy, laughter, creativity,
Enthusiasm, where have you fled to?
There's a stone in my chest
a dark dwarf that strangles me
with a force of a thousand giants.
I can't tell what it is doing
it feels like I've already died.
A pressure goes through my temples.

Thoughts are like dark mists,
i hide me before the world.
Every step seems impossible to me
and every action inhibits itself.
Chemistry in the head, the mood fluctuates.
The days flow like syrup.
Fatigue almost kills me
accompanied by the fear of tomorrow.
A long hustle and bustle every day
flooded with doubts of life.

The smallest step is too big for me.
I don't want to find understanding.
Dark breath, let me alone!
I want peace to permeate me.
Leave my sarcophagus.
You power sick my brains.

My life is trapped in fear.
I can't say what fear.
It's a curse wrapped around me
so thick and no scissors cut it.
So I'm lying in a grief.
The architect has forgotten me, it seems.
So am I already buried alive?

I give you my heart and soul.
Relieve my agony that has no name!
Damn it forever, so many are tortured.
They plunge into a deep gorge.

The power of the snake chokes me too hard.
I can't stay here, I'm getting free ...
In the end I only want salvation, nothing else ...
Go away, you black gem!

Do I have to rot? So it seems intentional.
I was a person with skin and hair.
The world seemed to me with heart and love.
Now I'm a zombie.
The last tears
and red juice accompanies my last deed.

© by myself

Ave Atque Vale!