惊闻《龙珠》作者鸟山明因病逝世
在X看到了鸟山明死亡的消息，第一个涌现上来的想法就是，啊？鸟山明死了？真的？假新闻吧？
然后在知乎上看到了确切的消息。 在感情上，肯定谈不上悲伤。但是一种失去感和回忆伴随着这个消息袭来。
我好像马上回到了20多年前的那一家小书店，里面有很多的漫画书，那时候我读初中，中午可以用三元钱买中饭，在电视上看龙珠看到赛亚人来袭这一章就没有以后的内容了。
听我的一个同学说在那家书店里有龙珠可以借，我没有重头开始看。我是从赛亚人来袭这一本开始借的。 对我而言，我已经不想夸鸟山明的分镜了，我真心觉得比动画还让我有临场感，当我看到库林死后，孙悟空说因为温柔的心被激怒而变成超级赛亚人的时候，分镜里他的头发直立，在黑白的漫画里我仿佛看到了颜色，空气中的水珠。
这种震撼在我以后的岁月里，都是少之又少的时刻。他只能存在于一个热爱幻想，孤单的少年心里。 回忆还不止在这里。
他让我想起了我初中时最好的同学，他的梦想是中央美院，他最喜欢画的是漫画人物的眼睛。
想起了我喜欢听的歌，我买的第一个随身听。 我想起了从前在大街上踢着易拉罐的少年，那时候他以为每一个这样简单的日子都很平常。
现在他知道这一切都已经过去了。
I saw the news of Akira Toriyama's death at X, and my first thought was like, "Huh? Toriyama is dead? Really?" Then I saw the exact news on Quora. But a sense of loss and memories come with this news.
It's like I immediately went back to that small bookstore over 20 years ago, with lots of manga books. I was in junior high back then, could buy lunch for three yuan, and watched Dragon Ball on TV until the Saiyans saga, with no continuation. A classmate said they had Dragon Ball at that bookstore that I could borrow, and I started from the Saiyan saga. For me, I no longer want to praise Toriyama's storyboards. I genuinely feel they give me more of a sense of presence than the animation. When I saw Krillin die and Goku turning into a Super Saiyan because of his gentle heart being enraged, his hair standing on end in the storyboard, in the black and white manga, I could almost see colors, water droplets in the air.
Such impact in my later years is rare. It can only exist in the heart of a young boy who loves fantasy and is lonely. Memories don't stop here.
He reminds me of my best friend from junior high, whose dream was to attend the Central Academy of Fine Arts, and he loved drawing the eyes of manga characters.
I remember the songs I loved listening to, my first Walkman I bought. I remember the boy kicking cans on the street, thinking every simple day was ordinary.
Now he knows all of that is in the past.