Life has become so boring that the comic side has to be found around boredom and restlessness in life is due to home environment. They were hardship and difficulties in your family and it have become accustomed to living in such an environment as if comedy is not a part of their lives which is very bad.

You stated growing up and you discovered how beautiful the world is with stand-up comedy and you derive joy in watching videos online that put smile of people's face.
Just like you have said the easiest way to deal with depression is through watching comedy videos.

Your correct watching a stand-up comedy 🤣 is very preferable than watching videos on it online, because a stand-up comedy performs on stage and it will bring unending laughter and joy.

I wihs you success in this challenge my friend, have a nice day