All the fatigue of the Nilgun
When the baby is seven months old, he is now looking for a job to work, how to run this business with the baby alone, how to give him to the caregiver.
Nilgün started textile business again. She left it to an Italian babysitter on the recommendation of a friend that day.
That day was a very difficult day for Nilgün. She left the baby to a stranger for the first time and was working very anxiously.
At last, when he went to pick up the baby with his wife, Nilgün went there because he had an appointment at the dentist and was waiting for the baby and his wife there.
The baby came, yes, he came, but he found the child in a very bad state. The child was crying, his face and eyes were swollen. All of her clothes were wet. Nilgün started crying: "What had happened, how to look at this child and cried all day and he was not cared for"
When the control was over, they left the doctor. Nilgün cried along the way. Then he stopped by a friend on the way and asked them a new babysitter for the baby. His friend comforted Nilgün, who was still crying, and said: "Look, we have a caregiver here and we are not strangers, let's ask him." Nilgün agreed and immediately went to this lady and talked. Of course, when Nilgün counted all his conditions and his requests to the caretaker and he accepted it, they agreed to come the next day.
Now, Nilgün was going to work comfortably and found her baby well-looked after and happy.
This went on for six to seven months. Despite all his tiredness, Nilgün was going to work happily.
But Nilgün is still unaware of the plans someone has set up. They decided to send the baby to Turkey and when Nilgün was told about it, he never accepted it. He said, "If necessary, I would not go to work but not leave the child."
Who was listening to him.
One day, they sent the baby to Turkey with Nilgün's brother, who came from Berlin. This was not to send. It was the baby's abduction.
How Does ?
The younger babies of his brother and wife, who came to Nilgün one weekend, would stay in Nilgun that evening and go to Turkey the next day. When they asked Nilgün that evening, he refused. He said "Never".
When he said, "No, never ask for this from me," they said okay. That night, Nilgün retired to her room with her baby and slept peacefully. How would anyone know that everybody would shoot him where it would kill him the most.
The next morning, while Nilgün and her baby were asleep, all the baby's belongings were placed in the car, and after breakfast, Nilgün was saying goodbye to them and sending gifts to Turkey.
While saying goodbye to them on the baby Nilgün's lap, his aunt put the baby in the car saying: "Let's see if I can take the baby, if it will agree with my baby." After leaving Nilgün in the car, the allel said goodbye quickly and went to the car. While Nilgün was reaching for the car door and thinking of taking the baby, the car turned quickly and set off.
While Nilgün thought it was a joke and thought the car would take a tour and give him the baby, the car was on the road quickly.
Nilgün started running, running from the back of the car and shouting:
"Come back, please come back." "But who was listening to him?
So they took the baby and left ... Nilgün was trying to forget these unbearable homesickness with her baby. They even saw him a lot to Nilgün ...
Now Nilgün was like a living dead. He doesn't talk, eat, drink, hugs his baby's things and cries like that, sleeps like that.
Days, months could not pass with such pain. Nilgün again tried to live by finding solace in his own pain ...
"I have to stand, I have to hold on, one day to get to them. "I have to hold on to reach Turkey".
Despite everything, he was working with all his might, running his days between his work and home, thus trying to bury his pain and forget. But the only thing he could not forget was his homeland and children.
To be continued.