she left me alone

I was a boy who had a lot of friends and a lot of laughter. What is worldliness? I used to stay away from these things, but he is the Lord who puts man to the test and makes him understand all the hardships of the world. It opens the veil of man's intellect, whether it be love, pain of loved ones or any other hardship of life, but the Lord does test me, and I too have been tested in someone's love. I had to endure the pain. Sometimes I even thought of taking my breath away. I never wanted her to be bad, I just wanted her to be my mahram. If she had wanted to, she would not have accepted anyone else, she could have made me a mahram, but she left me in the name of compulsion and accepted me by giving me a life of torture. Today she is in someone else's custody and this The anguish and pain of a man may not be understood by anyone. I am not a woman, I just cry by myself. I become silent by myself. I can't even cry in front of anyone because when a man cries, time laughs at him !!

"I was the boy who never cried when someone died. Your silence wet my cheeks."
Alas, these stung souls of love are of no use