It really is an incredible post because you speak from experience, it must be very difficult to establish interpersonal relationships from that point of view, especially because beyond the asperguer other people do not want to do it either, I say this because I think that in modernity humanity has been lost and there are very few of it that exist. Today people do not greet each other, they do not look each other in the eyes and in short they rarely express what they feel until it is too late.