Feelings

Do you know what it means to be drunk in love.

Do you know what it means to be lost in thoughts. Of me and you.

Of everything.

I am pained.

I am sad.

I am lost.

Confused.

I am grieved. And broken.

You left me in the dark.

Now I am stuck with nothing.

But the way you held my hand.

The scent of your cologne.

The kisses I was drunken with. That never left my lips.

I can still see budding flowers. Where we sat and watched the stars.

How the colourful lights. Not blinding. Were perfect for our hearts.

When you'd stay right close to me. Your head and mine would bind. And I'd get to feel up your whole chest. And trace those hairs beneath your navel.

Will I ever even forget.

And wipe these treasured thoughts.

Of the way you said you loved me.

And you would never break my heart.

Maybe I will keep on wishing.

To the love I deeply know.

Will come reach you. And mend my heart.

Till I am completely whole.