I enjoyed reading your diary. but
You are sick, so go to the doctor. Ready to go to the doctor. When he went to the doctor, he saw that the balloon seller of the hospital was sitting. He said rightly for their children, they sit in the hospital if they come to the doctor if they are serious. They will be interested in buying balloons after seeing it. This is their main goal. I pray that you will get well soon, insha'Allah.