Fighting with my Demons ( Jacob's diary) 1😈@Caleb090

Jacob noted down on his journal
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Hmm,
Love is an intoxicating thing, heart hurts deeper than what is on the surface. The worst of all the drugs is love, it could make you couragous if you needed to be, you could be brave if you needed to. It takes men to war and slay themselves because two people of royal blood exchange the words to each other. I once thought it was stupid and a trick that dopamine is playing on our brains, when we don't feel nothing at all. If you asked me then, I thought it's a drug and trust me , "I dont do drugs" or so I thought. Her name, I dared never to speak till the day I die, so let's call her Q.

Hmm,
How do I describe Q in words to show you the way I feel. Q is like a image of my own soul made flesh and given birth to as a woman. You get the point now, that woman can have a part of my soul if she wanted it. Maybe before but not after what happened. I still see nightmares in my sleep, the horror and end of my happiness. I promise to speak from the heart for your memory is dear and I will charise for the rest of my days. I am scared to go back to my sleeps because of the nightmares.

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