@yoieuqudniram greetings

Your story quite different although with premarital pregnancy you spent a tough time of your life and you was young enough couldn't understand about this sin.

With passage of time you realize and felt alone as you couldn't tell to anyone nor it was good thing.

You suffered and bear all and your connection with God become more strongly connected and ultimately you gave birth of your first baby i have seen in the picture in all this story, one of the best thing was support of your husband who withstand for you.

Blessings.